I'm Not in Love with You

Tail end of my last heartbreak

One of the ones where the bones break

One where you lie in bed for days

I needed some relief and you where there for me

Yeah, it could've been fire

I just saw the smoke getting higher

And I know you're not a liar

Said you were falling deep but you barely knew me

So you shaped me into something that you thought that I could be

And I settled right into the mold that you made up for me

Said it's like you don't even know me

Said you can't even recognize me

But you saw what you wanted to see

And that's not me

God, please, know I really did try

To see myself through your eyes

But you don't know what I look like

When I'm not in love with you

Maybe I started changing

Or maybe the facade was fading

The tricks that your eyes were playing on ya in the dark

Went straight to the heart

Tried to be perfect for you

But being perfect was too hard to do

And baby that was the issue

While I was losing sleep you were in a dream

Making up that I was something that you thought that I could be

And I settled right into that mold that you made just for me

Said it's like you don't even know me

Said you can't even recognize me

But you saw what you wanted to see

And that's not me

God, please, know I really did try

To see myself through your eyes

But you don't know what I look like

When I'm not in love with you