Sober

I had it all 'cause I had you

I fucked it up, I wish I knew

That this is hell that I put you through

I told you that I tried, but that wasn't true

I'm filthy but coming clean

Make myself sick, yeah, it's a disease

No, I don't want no sympathy

And now I'm just a memory

Drink to numb the pain 'til I'm sober

Sleep until this bad dream is over

Don't call me a disgrace

Not proud of my mistakes

Show me there's a way that life's not over

If I wake up sober

I'm sorry for not pulling through

Didn't realize what I had with you

Was it love I was searching for?

Hurt like hell to watch you walk out the door

I'm filthy but coming clean

Make myself sick, yeah, it's a disease

No, I don't want no sympathy

Drink to numb the pain 'til I'm sober

Sleep until this bad dream is over

Don't call me a disgrace

Not proud of my mistakes

Show me there's a way that life's not over

If I wake up sober

Safe to say I'm not okay

Your heart's in a different place

Didn't wanna turn the page

But things are better off this way

Drink to numb the pain until I'm sober

Sleep until this bad dream is over

Don't call me a disgrace

Not proud of my mistakes

Show me there's a way that life's not over

If I wake up sober

(Safe to say I'm not okay)

If I wake up sober

(Your heart's in a different place)

I'm filthy but coming clean

Make myself sick, yeah, it's a disease

No, I don't want no sympathy

And now I'm just a memory