Stop the Party

Party hard cry harder

Party hard cry harder

Party cry party cry

Part cry cry harder harder

This open cavity in my chest

Like a heavy stone is sinking in

I didn't know this was gonna be a test

I wanna stop the party, think I'm bleeding from within

Days go by but it's just a blur

If I stay inside will I miss my turn

This time travel in the past Is making me sick

I am not okay think I'm coming undone

I just want it to stop

Just want it to stop

I stare at the clock

just want it to stop

Just want it to stop

I stare at the clock

It's making me sick

I wanna stop the party

(It's making me sick, making me sick)

See the curtains drop

(Stop the party, stop the party)

I need you to leave, I need you to stop

(Think I've hit the bottom, think I've hit the bottom)

When the lights go out

Will I find any relief

Wasn't something they said

but they're watching me

Let me hit the pause button

To feel the way I breathe

Set a filter on the sun rays

so they stop coming in

I told my friends I couldn't make it

Every picture on their walls will testify

When I don't want to I have to fake it

All this goddamn noise makes me wanna cry

Crush it

Stop it

It's making me sick

I wanna stop the party

(It's making me sick, making me sick)

See the curtains drop

(Stop the party, stop the party)

I need you to leave, I need you to stop

(Think I've hit the bottom, think I've hit the bottom)

I wanna stop the party

Think it was a flop

Fucked if my reaction's over the top

(Think I've hit the bottom, think I've hit the bottom)

I'm sorry I'm not poetic, I tried to hide the meaning

(But) I'd rather sound pathetic

than silence what I'm feeling

I'm sorry I'm not poetic, I tried to hide the meaning

I'd much rather disappear

No I don't want your pity

The walls are closing in

Can't breathe out I can't breathe in

Insecurities within

Put a knife beneath my chin

I just want it to stop

Just want it to stop

I stare at the clock

just want it to stop

Just want it to stop

Just want it to stop