Patterns

I’ve been tryin' not to say, what’s been plaguing my mind

Cos it’s taking it’s toll and it’s wasting my

Time moves faster for you, than it’s moving for me

I don’t want to get up, but I’m too tired to sleep

I’m laying awake, and you’re snoring too loud

I know that I’m pissed, but I don’t know what about

I’m opening up, to the people I trust

Because you said it would help, but I don’t think it’s worth the fuss

And I’ve been trying to change

The patterns that I keep

I know it’s such a strain

To hear that every week

I know it hurts you when

I say it’s not that deep

Just get some rest my friend

Let’s just go back

I’ll wait, wait by the door, as you’re biting your tongue

It should be easier said, but it’s easier done

I’m checking my hand, I should probably fold

As you’re looking straight down, text messaging

Old flames that you still maintain, I should remain calm

Watching my old scars fade away

Safe near the people I trust, who said they would help

And they’re probably right, but I don’t wanna make a fuss

And I’ve been trying to change

The patterns that I keep

I know it’s such a strain

To hear that every week

I know it hurts you when

I say it’s not that deep

Just get some rest my friend

Let’s just go back to sleep

And I’ve been trying to change

The patterns that I keep