Antsy

I went to the doctor

Asked him for pills

He told me to try just simply breathing

My stomach's in knots and

I'm physically ill

But I'm sure it's not what I've been taking

The world is on fire

I'm so fucking tired

And equally wired

So

Am I to blame for my sick frantic brain

When toxic shit tastes just like candy?

Lost touch with my friends

But the internet still understands me

No wonder I'm antsy

I bet what I need is

To stare at a wall

Then one little text turns into a bender

Did I say too much or

Nothing at all?

Now I'm inventing the damage

In bathroom floor panics

Am I to blame for my sick frantic brain

When toxic shit tastes just like candy?

And love might be lit, but I'm scared of what it might demand of me

No wonder I'm antsy

No wonder I'm antsy

It's no wonder I'm antsy

The world is on fire

I'm so fucking tired

Yeah, it's no wonder I'm antsy

And he said, "I love you"

I said, "No, thank you"

Got too many issues

And to do's

And nothing's to get to

Am I to blame for my sick frantic brain

When toxic shit tastes just like candy?

And I'd run back home, except politics broke up my family

No wonder I'm antsy