In Between

I hate my mind so I coloured my lungs in

It makes me feel like I'm not out of place

Im sick and tired of being told what I should've been

Well if I wanted I would, so fuck off out of my face

So why catch my disease?

When you're doing fine

Don't you waste you're time

Honey, I swear I'll be alright

It's just that I'm just scared

Of waiting a moment too long

Or being there

And finding out I don't belong

Cause I crave

Acceptance and nicotine

I don't want

To be in the inbetween

You got tattoos to mask your freak out

And I grew my hair so you can't see my face

I hope your friends make you realise

You're missing out

Your dishonest words are jaded

Disheartened and you're fading out

So why catch my disease?

When you're doing fine

Don't you waste your time

Honey, I swear I'll be alright

It's just that I'm just scared

Of waiting a moment too long

Or being there

And finding out I don't belong

Cause I crave

Acceptance and nicotine

I don't want

To be in the inbetween

I think I figured out how to weight me down

(With my own fears)

I don't wanna let my passion drown

(With my own tears)

And I am sick to death of going to sleep

When all I can think about is how I wanna leave

I'm just scared

Of waiting a moment too long

Or being there

And finding out I don't belong

Cause I crave

Acceptance and nicotine

I don't want

- Shredding -

I'm just scared

Of waiting a moment too long

Or being there

And finding out I don't belong

Cause I crave

Acceptance and nicotine

I don't want

To be in the inbetween