I Don't Wanna Do This Anymore

All that shit got over me I still pour blood, sweat, & tears My boys are dead, that's why I'm rappin' bout depression Over here I'm still findin' my way out I guess the demons that I feared My heart is so damaged, blacked out & the hurt is severe I wanna reunite with my ns from the trenches Can't wait to meet them Keeping the context keeping me happy, it doesn't I meant what I said Dating at a young age is fake A lot of people getting hurt and it's super sad On b, and these ns and the bs they on me Over here, they don't trust me on who I keep a sin on my head Found out another na from a different post code Na, is that your mission Let's stick with love, my one friends cryin' All y'all ns are hittin' this shit See what happens when yo stupid a get into a prison If you turn to a good & leave this shit I wish y'all can listen All that sad shit got over me I still pour blood, sweat, & tears My boys are dead, that's why I'm rappin' bout depression Over here I'm still findin' my way out I guess the demons that I feared My heart is so damaged and I wish I could get out If everything will past, I don't know You didn't see what I saw They didn't go through what I went through And they still wanna see me fall