Only Look Outside, When It Rains

Only look outside when it rains It's three or four or five, but I'm wide awake Only look outside when it rains I say I'm okay even though I'm not okay Only look outside when it rains Use me, use me, then throw me away Only look outside when it rains Just so I can feel a damn thing Only look outside when it rains I can't lose, it's just too much at stake Only feel alive 'cause of pain I got visions of me goin' insane, I can't catch a break Only got friends when it pays Fuck a fan, only God knows if I stay Man, I tried so hard to keep me sane Tough job to always keep an eye out for the snakes And I laugh from time to time Just to make it seem like I'm alright And I ride for mine, for mine It's the only thing keepin' me alive Only look outside when it rains It's three or four or five, but I'm wide awake Only look outside when it rains I say I'm okay even though I'm not okay Only look outside when it rains Use me, use me, then throw me away Only look outside when it rains Just so I can feel a damn thing Only look outside when it rains I can't lose, it's just too much at stake Only feel alive 'cause of pain I got visions of me goin' insane, I can't catch a break Only got friends when it pays Fuck a fan, only God knows if I stay Man, I tried so hard to keep me sane Tough job to always keep an eye out for the snakes And I laugh from time to time Just to make it seem like I'm alright And I ride for mine, for mine It's the only thing keepin' me alive