Thank You For the Memories

Dont stay away for too long Don't go to bed Ill make a cup of coffee for your head Fuck can I do cus I know I tried my best Demons in my head every time I try to rest Guys aren't emotional at least thats what they say Trying my hardest to forget but I can't find a way Didn't mean shit to you All of the times that we had and we cherish I know that they don't Insomniac you and me cus of the times we stayed up on school nights Just to be on the phone Get out my house at three AM to go and see you I sneak through your pane Mamma asleep and your brother playing games And we made love till the light went away You call my phone every time you were sad Problems your family your mom your dad You told me everything happening inside your house And you said that one day it'll pass Told me I made you feel better together forever you said Thats how long we would last You should be careful the words that you use Cus forever you jinxed it it went by too fast Losing my memory back in the day Kicked out my house and you ran away I picked you up and we drove around Inside my car for a couple of days Told me you loved me with tears on your face I held you tight and told you felt the same Top of the hill as we watched the sunrise I felt so happy cus you were the one Fuck can I do cus I know I tried my best Demons in my head every time I try to rest Guys aren't emotional at least thats what they say Trying my hardest to forget but I can't find a way Talked about life and you said I'd be famous You said that you knew all the lyrics to all of my music I told you the day that I make it I'll take you to Europe We'll travel the world We were deciding the names for our kids And you wanted a son and I wanted a girl Later that day got a call from your mom and you looked at me And you said you were scared I walked you through it I said to pick up And your mom always told you that I always cared Watching the clouds from the hood of my car And we slept in the back with a blanket we shared Shared in the back of the cold summer night Californian kids hella in love, fresh out of high school The pressures of life but with you all I ever felt was love Dont stay away for too long Don't go to bed Ill make a cup of coffee for your head Everything changed with a picture they sent you You got the message but got the wrong message Its not what it looked like it looked hella sus Crazy how one picture just ended us I tried to explain but you never respond and you didn't pick up Till I told you straight up that we should break up You told me later that you cried for weeks about me and I told you that I wasn't worth it I wasn't perfect I made mistakes when you didn't deserve it Fuck can I do that was almost a year ago I try to move on but my past two relationships don't compare Crazy how two people can spend so much time together Just to never talk again Fuck can I do cus I know I tried my best Demons in my head every time I try to rest Guys aren't emotional at least thats what they say Trying my hardest to forget but I can't find a way Dont stay away for too long Don't go to bed Ill make a cup of coffee for your head