Relapse

I can't tell you what I see when I close my eyes

'Cause it's painful and it's dreadful

Might fuck around and change you

But it's gon' be all right

I can't tell you what I see when I close my eyes

'Cause it's painful and it's dreadful

How could you let these **** change you?

This shit doesn't feel all right

Sometimes I be wishing I could run away

And I'm tryna convince myself to put my gun away

'Cause I don't know what I'm chasing

But all I feel is hatred

Wishing you would've embraced me just a little bit

And yeah, I fell in love with drugs

But that was only 'cause I never felt your love in the first place

Now all it does is bring me down in the worst way

I got a tattoo of my face from when I was innocent

To remind myself that I got demons and I can't let 'em in

And why is life so fucking hard?

I'm ashamed to tell my parents that I got scars

Like they know what those are

I put Stephanie on standby for Tanisha

Then I hit both of them bitches with the bye Felisha

Got two white cups, sipping on that drink

Could be purple or might be pink

Depending on how you mix that shit

If you ain't got money, go get that shit

I can't tell you what I see when I close my eyes

'Cause it's painful and it's dreadful

Might fuck around and change you

But it's gon' be all right

I can't tell you what I see when I close my eyes

'Cause it's painful and it's dreadful

How could you let these **** change you?

This shit doesn't feel all right

I wish I had the chance

To bring back my soldiers

If only we could start over

I wish I had the chance

To give you closure

But my hearts frozen

This shit doesn't feel all right

I can't tell you what I see when I close my eyes

'Cause it's painful and it's dreadful

Might fuck around and change you

But it's gon' be all right

I can't tell you what I see when I close my eyes

'Cause it's painful and it's dreadful

How could you let these **** change you?

This shit doesn't feel all right