Lying to yourself because no one will believe it
Deny forgiveness
To those who seek it
Won't turn my back
To the face of these cowards
Hate and pain is the motive
You will succumb to your fears
Brittle weak
Wallowing
In their self demise
Scorned upon
Mortal skin
Bone dust from
Palm to wind
If I'm the beggar
Then who cares how I choose to lose
Speak of my name
But who the fuck are you
Piss and moan while you
Shed your skin
Abused in
Solitude
Ahh
Delusion or simulation
Broken down in frustration
Breaking down in frustration
Delusion or simulation
Cursed to the core
Suppressed by this internal war
Unabated force
Energy so crude
No emotion is my crutch
While I sit here
Feeling numb
Relentless
As death
Were never far behind it
