Dying

Don’t do it, I tell myself

Sitting on the floor of this empty house

I shouldn’t call you this late at night

But the phone just stares as I drink my wine

And I get a little closer every glass

As I break my heart with our old photographs

I’m dying, dying just to reach out through the silence

I'm dying just to know

What would you do, you do, if I just called you?

What would you say?

Do you ever wish you’d stayed?

In my head, wondering, again again

In my head, wondering, again again

In my head, wondering, again again

In my head

Are you laying in your room?

When you close your eyes do you smell my perfume?

Or is there a new girl on my side?

Sleeping in my old moonlight

Does she know about me? What we were?

Do you think about me when you’re with her?

I’m dying, dying just to reach out through the silence

I'm dying just to know

What would you do, you do, if I just called you?

What would you say?

Do you ever wish you’d stayed

With me?

As you’re lying in your bed at night

And you’re playing back that final fight

In your head, wondering, again again

In your head, wondering, again again

Wondering what we could have been

I’m dying, dying to reach out through the silence

I’m dying to know

Why did you leave me?

Was it easy to walk away?

Do you ever wish you’d stayed?

I’m trying, yeah, trying my best to keep myself from driving

To your door to tell you I wish we could go back

Get back what we had

What would you say?

Do you ever wish you’d stayed?

In my head, wondering, again again

In my head, wondering, again again

In my head, wondering, again again,

In my head

Do you ever wish you'd stayed?

In my head, wondering, again again

In my head, wondering, again again

In my head, wondering, again again,

In my head