my diary

Guess I'm 20 and my life has barely just begun

Opportunities are coming at us 'cause we're young

I don't know if I should grow up yet

I don't want to get any older

I'm 21 and the whole year just came rushing by

Pressure's getting to me so I feel the need to hide

I don't want to get any older

And I don't know if I'm even sober

Hold on, I have to tell you that you're not the one I want to

Start having kids with, I know I'm through

But you were my diary

Thought that you would die for me

All these pages I now have to fill out on my own

And I just can't look at you

'Cause you don't know what I've been through

Just to fill the void that you enjoyed to leave, I knew

22 and the pressure's slowly getting to me

Seeing kids being crazy successful, hate to be the one that slowly is ageing

The one that has to be faking

I see them kids on my feed with fourteen stripping for there needs, hell

I don't know if I'm even sober

But I just don't wanna get older

Hold on, I have to tell you that you're not the one I want to

Start having kids with, I know I'm through

But you were my diary

Thought that you would die for me

All these pages I now have to fill out on my own

And I just can't look at you

'Cause you don't know what I've been through

Just to fill the void that you enjoyed to leave, I knew

You were my diary

Thought that we would forever and ever belong

You were my diary

Thought that we

Would forever and ever come home

Thank you for being the best, best friend I ever had

Thank you for being the best, best friend I ever had

Thank you for being the best, best friend I ever had

Thank you for being the best, best

You were my diary

Thought that we

Would forever and ever belong

You were my diary

Thought that we

Would forever and ever come home