Yaadein

I don't know what is wrong with me Aur kyun hoon main itana baichaiyn Kise karoon complain, kis pe daalun main ye blame? Kyun ho rahe hain mere saath mein ye saare mind games? Dost ban gaya hai ab ye saalaa pain Ab bhaad mein jaaen life ke saare aim Roz main khud se kehtha hoon "That you just need to relax Dino James" Main bhee chaahata hoon hamesha khush rahoon Aur ye faaltu ke thoughts se door rahoon Par ye moti lohe kee zanjiron se Koyi idea hai main kaise chhutun? Dimaag kee maine lagaa dee hai Ye kaun sa khyaal itana haaavee hai? Maan-baap ka soch ke main zindaa hoon Baaqi jeene kee koyi vajah nahin ab baaqi hai Jaane kyun badal raha hai mera point of view Main andar se zaraa bhee khush nahin hoon Aisa lagtaa hai kisi ne ek badaa sa screw Nikaala hua hai mere dil ke through Kabhi lagtaa hai use main jaanata hoon Fir nahin milata hai muje koyi clue Wait, don't tell me ye too hai Hello baby, is it you? Kya ye too hai jo mere andar ab tak aise Kundali maar ke chhupke baithee hai? Ab kya chaahiye tuje? jo mere paas tha Vo almost saba kuch to too le gayi hai I can't believe that abhee tak pagali Too mere andar aise zindaa hai Is game ka saalaa koyi referee hai Jo hum donon ke points gin raha hai? Tuje zaraa sa bhee idea hai Meri life kaise upside down badal gayi hai Kabhi lagtaa hai that I lost my mind Samajh nahin aathaa kya galat, kya sahee hai Do din mein tune muje bhula diya, you piece of wood Tere andar kya koyi dil nahin hai? Tuje unconditionally maine pyaar kiya hai Shaayad itanee see meri galati hai Tuje yaad hai too hug karke kehtee thi "D, promise me that you'll never leave me" Main tha, par jab muje zarurat thi baby Too muje kaheen bhee dikhaai dee nahin Ulajh gayi thi yaar saali zindagi Tha between a devil and a fuckin' deep sea I wish too muje samajh paati Us vaqt muje teri sabse zyaada need thi Jaantee hai tere kaaran maine kithne dost chhode? Maine unse ab tak baathen kee nahin Maine kya-kya saha hai tere chakkar mein Kisi ko bataa bhee nahi saktaa main loudly Ye saba jaan kar bhee you know Kyun hamesha sunta rahata tha main teri kee-kee? 'Cause I really loved you Aur pehle din se maine tere ko samajh liya tha apanee bivi Kabhi lagtaa hai ki main aisa kya karoon Jo too mere paas vaapis aa jae Main tuje aisa kya boluun Jo too mere saare sacrifices ko samajh paae Kaash main tuje bataa paataa ladkee "How much you really mean to me" Main aisa kya karoon Jo ek baar to kam-se-kam tuje kabhi meri yaad aaye? Tuje meri yaaden kyun nahin aatin? Tuje meri yaaden kyun nahin aatin? Tuje meri yaaden kyun nahin aatin? Tuje meri yaaden kyun nahin aatin? Remember ek baar hamne pee lee thi? Fir baad mein tune surprise ring dee thi Main to literally aa gaya tha on my knee Logon se bhar gaya tha naa pooraa CCD? Ab bhee jaataa hoon to waiters poochhate hain sir jee Ki aajakal madam dikhti nahin Fir main jhooth bolta hoon ki too kaam mein busy hai That she's working for some big MNC Main kuch bhee karoon baby kya farq padataa hai? Tune to vo hee kiya hai jo tuje karnaa hai Pata nahin tha ki jab main lattu tha Us samaya se actually muje darana hai Saba bolte hain, "bhaaee too badal gaya hai Too pehle waalaa funny Dino nahin lagtaa hai" Main zindaa hoon saalaa vo kaafii hai Muje khud nahin pata muje karnaa kya hai Main maanata hoon main kangaal tha Main maanata hoon mera bura haal tha Main maanata hoon ki main ek loser hoon Aur tere freedom ke beech mein ek wall tha Main maanata hoon ki hazaaron, lakhon baar Shaayad too mere kaaran roi hai Main maanata hoon saba barbaad ho raha tha Aur main ekadam laachaar tha Main maanata hoon main insecure hoon Aur tere doston ko lekar pareshaan tha Main maanata hoon main chillaata tha Aur hamesha ladane ko taiyaar tha Main maanata hoon har vaqt shiqaayaton ka Mere paas ek bahut badaa bhandar tha Par bhaghavaan jaanata hai beta Tere ko lekar mere andar sirf aur sirf bahut pyaar tha Ye hone ka bhee shaayad koyi kaaran hee hoga Is mein bhee shaayad unki koyi marzi hai Kyonki naa too mere chaahane se aayi thi baby Aur too naa mere chaahane se gayi hai Shaayad ye saba sirf ek attraction tha Shaayad maine hee thi ye saba stories pakaain Shaayad you never loved me And I was just another fuckin' guy in your life Teri saaree problems hamesha meri thim Aur life mein kuch bhee nahin tha baby tujhse badaa Koyi bhee nahin tha mere saath khadaa Himmat se tune bhee nahin kabhi mera haath pakadaa Aur main khush hoon that I gave my best Aur jo ban padaa maine vo saba kiya But afsos tuje kuch yaad nahin Aur ye saba kuch beta jee aapako kam padaa You know aaj tak himmat bhee nahin juta paayaa hoon Main tere photos tak delete karne kee Gusse mein pehle fank detaa hoon Fir dhoondh-dhoondh ke le aathaa hoon tune jo ring dee thi Chup-chup ke dusron ke phone se abhee tak Main tere vhaatsapp kee pics check karthaa hoon Hoping kabhi to tune ye likhaa hoga "That I really, really, miss my D" Tuje meri yaaden kyun nahin aatin? Tuje meri yaaden kyun nahin aatin? Tuje meri yaaden kyun nahin aatin? Tuje meri yaaden kyun nahin aatin? Kithne sweet hua karte the naa Aadhe-aadhe ghante ke hum donon ke breakup? Fir kaisee roti huee shakalen bana kar Karte the naa ek duusare ko apanee pics vhaatsapp? Haan, maine bola tha, "chali jaa" Jaanata tha lanbaa nahin chalne waalaa ye naatak Par pata nahin tha is baar too lautegi nahin Teri life mein koyi aur aa chukaa hai naa baby ab? Das din mein too kisi aur ke saath mein thi Itanee bhee tuje kya jalthee thi? Muje sudharne ka, muje sanbhalane ka Atleast meri jaan ek mauqaa to detee Main bhee ek weak insaan hee hoon baba Ho gayi yaar mujse galati Ek confusion tha vo sort ho jaataa Lekin ye karne kee tuje kya zarurat thi? Bahut jald main dekhnaa tuje bhula doongha Aur meri life mein koyi aur ladkee aaegee Main duniyaa kee use saaree khushiyaan doongha Vo hee hogee meri sabse pehlee priority Tuje kya lagtaa tha (ha) Main zindagi-bhar tuje lekar rota rahoonga? Oh fuck, I'm wrong Main jaanata hoon teri jagah koyi nahin le paaegi Saba kehthe hain, "Dino, just let her go" Par too bataa main tuje kaise jaane doon? You're my little puppy naa? Ab too bataa aisee haalat mein main kya karoon? Kab tak aise denial mein Ro-ro kar main apanee life jiyun Kaash uuparavaala muje ek mauqaa de Ki tujhse aakar main ye kah sakun "kya bataaoon dil mein yoon khaamoshiyaan hain kyun" "too bataa main kya karoon, tuje main kaise jaane doon?" "ki tuje meri yaaden kyun nahin aatin?" "tuje meri yaaden kyun nahin aatin?" "tuje meri yaaden kyun nahin aatin?" "tuje meri yaaden kyun nahin aatin?"