feel like shit

usually never cry at all

i would say i'm pretty tough

but it's been a couple weeks now, and i still feel stuck in my lungs

and usually i go out on nights

and not think of you once

but if they start playing that song, i can't help but to think about us

really thought i'd be done with the hardest part

when i pulled myself out of your arms

wish i knew that was only the start

and now i'm falling apart 'cause

last night, for the very first time

you didn't even try to call

oh, i won't lie

i thought i might die

i couldn't even sleep at all

and maybe i'll get used to it

but right now, i just feel like shit

so, i kissed somebody else

just to see how it felt

but all that was going through my brain was your hands around my waist

you know how to do it so well

really thought i was done with the hardest part

when i pulled myself out of your arms

wish i knew that was only the start

and now i'm falling apart 'cause

last night, for the very first time

you didn't even try to call

oh, i won't lie

i thought i might die

i couldn't even sleep at all

and maybe i'll get used to it

but right now, i just feel like shit

now, if i get a little too drunk

i'll start thinking, what if you were the one?

i know that the damage is done

and i still have the shirt that you wore when we first met

it's there on the floor, i might kick it under the bed

hoping that i could forget that

last night, for the very first time

you didn't even try to call

oh, i won't lie

i thought i might die

i couldn't even sleep at all

and maybe i'll get used to it

but right now, i just feel like shit