Don't Know Why

(Here is Johnny) I don't know why All this pain I've been feelin' Oh-oh, oh-oh I don't know why (I don't know why) All this pain I've been feelin' (I've been feelin') It never started to heal (it never started to heal), oh, oh I said, I don't know why (I don't know why) All this pain I've been feelin' (I've been feelin') It never started to heal (it never started to heal), oh, oh When I be sober, I can't think, man, I just ain't myself (I just ain't myself) Can't be in love, it make me hate myself (oh-oh) Tryna make shit go right but it always find a way to go left (find a way to go left) My head hurtin' too much, hold my belt (too much, hold my belt) Missin' EJ on the daily, thinkin' how it shoulda be if you was hеre (if you was here) Can't feel for my squad, yеah, it's cause they was there (oh, oh, oh) Just wanna tell you I love you and them niggas be cap It ain't know me without y'all, and that's the way I felt (and that's the way I felt) Niggas they ain't give a shit, we had to go get it the hard way (the hard way) Breakin' in them cribs, niggas was playin' in them hallway (playin' in them hallway) We was outside, niggas was hidin', talkin' every day (every day) I ain't know it was smoke until big bro died, that shit hella fake (that shit hella fake) Motivate my niggas to get paper and stay out the way Don't fuck with these bitches who play both sides, fuck 'em, get out the way Just run up your digits, all that other shit, it got time to wait You be up in that sky and don't ever throw your grind away I don't know why (I don't know why) All this pain I've been feelin' (I've been feelin') It never started to heal (it never started to heal), oh, oh I said, I don't know why (I don't know why) All this pain I've been feelin' (I've been feelin') It never started to heal (it never started to heal), oh, oh I don't know why but I ask God on the daily (God) Why you put me through all this madness? I ain't gon' lie this shit here made me My mind trippin', I'm goin' crazy Body full of meds, I'm a psych' patient I ain't know my daddy so the streets raised me Tote the big Glock with no safety (boom) I was on the block with the drug dealers In the cut with them main killers (main killers) Make 'em mad, I send them Blicks And I'll send them with one of my main hitters (main hitters) I'm still on the block with my same niggas Fuck the fame, I ain't change, nigga (fuck) Ace a lonely child, nobody was walkin' through the rain with him Bag on my head, guess a couple niggas wanted me a dead man (alright) Seen 'em, fuck 'em, on this trail I left a couple dead men My Blick' I'm clutchin', I open fire (oom, boom) I left 'em on the pavement If he play then he gon' die, if you hear in what I'm sayin' I, I, be havin' conversations with the devil (fuck) I, I don't know if my days gonna get better (better) But why, but why I'm walkin' alone through the weather? (Damn) Paranoia when I step, I'm steppin' harder than whoever (gang) I don't know why (I don't know why) All this pain I've been feelin' (I've been feelin') It never started to heal (it never started to heal), oh, oh I said, I don't know why (I don't know why) All this pain I've been feelin' (I've been feelin') It never started to heal (it never started to heal), oh, oh, oh, oh-oh