I can't look at you

Seaport in the summer

The waiter pours me wine

You complement my sweater

I think I got that shit online

You told me that you're sober

But get high with your friends

You said that you were younger

And substance pulled you under

I shoulda known how this would end

Well it's alright

If you lie to me

And I don't see through

Why would I assume

That you'd play me

For a fucking fool

I'm not in the mood

Now I can't look at you

Somehow I can't remember

If you're even alive

Thank god we're not together

And nobody asks if you're alright

I let friends go

I made enemies

But never like this

Now you're dead to me

I blocked your cell phone

And your handle

I think it's over

I think your cancelled

Your dad called me

When we last spoke

He asked about you

That's a bad joke

I should've left you

A little sooner

Now that's humor

When you say that it's alright

If you lie to me

And I don't see through

Why would I assume

That you'd play me

For a fucking fool

I'm not in the mood

Now I can't look at you