Sideways

Out of control tonight

You could cut the tension with a knife

I've been runnin' from it for my whole life

And I thought if I could bury it then I could stay alive but

It's comin' out sideways now

I don't even recognize myself anymore

I thought you were the enemy bringing out the worst in me

I've run out of ways to lock it down

And it's comin' out sideways now

I can feel the storm is rollin in

And I don't know how to stop it when it's underneath my skin

And the further I run, I end up back to where I started

And I'm gettin so damn tired of giving up and giving in so

It's coming out sideways now

I don't even recognize myself anymore

I thought you were the enemy bringing out the worst in me

I've run out of ways to lock it down

And it's comin' out sideways now

The moment I stop fighting it it's easier to see

The fire you've been lighting isn't hurting anything

It's how I know my way back home and why I feel so deep

It's a part of me, but when I don't let it breathe then I

I let it go sideways

It's comin' out sideways now

I don't even recognize myself anymore

I thought you were the enemy bringing out the worst in me

I've run out of ways to lock it down

It's comin' out sideways now