Always Sad but Always Smiling

I won't cry myself to sleep, if I do, I'll die. 

A tear in my brain

A tear in my heart

They say you're getting better

But you don't feel any better

I don't wanna leave home

But on my level

On my level

On my level

Or I'm not

I don't know

Loving you leaves me hurt

All I do's not enough

I got the rolly on my arm

And I roll the best weed

I seen nights full of pain, days of the same

**** and we roll deep, so deep

And you feel alright now, but for how long?

I'll be just fine now, so long

So long