I Wasn't Ready

I think I need to explain

The mistakes that I made

I spent so long pushing

When we weren't looking, it changed

So how was your day?

I know it's been so strange

While I was reaching for stars

I was dropping your heart all over again

It's a hard hand to hold

When you're letting go

I wasn't ready for the red light coming on

I wasn't ready for the right life going wrong

Wasn't ready for the tightrope swinging

My lifeboat sinking, no

I never noticed all the good things going on

I only saw that you were here once you were gone

Wasn't ready for the whole world spinning

Don't feel like winning at all

They never teach you the fall

When they're building you up

When it starts to rain

There's nothing to save you from the flood

It's a hard hand to hold

But now that you're gone

I wasn't ready for the red light coming on

I wasn't ready for the right life going wrong

Wasn't ready for the tightrope swinging

My lifeboat sinking, no

I never noticed all the good things going on

I only saw that you were here once you were gone

Wasn't ready for the whole world spinning

Don't feel like winning at all

I wasn't ready

I wasn't ready

I wasn't ready for the red light coming on

I wasn't ready for the right life going wrong

Wasn't ready for the tightrope swinging

My lifeboat sinking, no

I never noticed all the good things going on

I only saw that you were here once you were gone

Wasn't ready for the whole world spinning

Don't feel like winning at all

I wasn't ready

I wasn't ready

I wasn't ready

I wasn't ready

And I'm sorry

And that I let it in

And that I let you down

I wasn't ready

I wasn't ready for the red light coming on

I wasn't ready for the right life going wrong

Wasn't ready for the tightrope swinging

My lifeboat sinking, no