Reflections

Fucked up, learned some lessons

Had my momma stressin'

Stuck behind a wall

Was a troubled adolescent

Couldn't make the right decision

Usin' everybody's method

If used it, I perfect it

Bitch I thought, now I'm arrested

And the ones that had my back, I gotta start to second guess 'em

**** call my bitch they sis but when I'm gone, her name Alexis

Press the issue, start compressin'

I'm ready to disrespect 'em

The Churchill gon' send the message

Big hole inside of your chest, bitch

Savin' money for the studio but that left with the haste

My daughter b-day coming up I didn't have a place to stay

Couldn't even throw a party, hell I could barely buy a cake

Glad I had the EBT, almost ruined my baby's day

Been there, did this, did that ****, I seen so much pain

Calls up mama on that saying sorry couldn't pay

Woulda, shoulda, coulda, might just work but it's too late

Facin' all these demons, it's reflections in my face, yeah

Been there, did this, did that ****, I seen so much pain

Calls up mama on that sayin' sorry couldn't pay

Woulda, shoulda, coulda, might just work but it's too late

Facin' all these demons it's reflections in my face, yeah

Being broke is mindset

Grew up on the concept

Shelter was my home but it was better than the projects

Tried to play sports but I could never be a prospect

Had to get my GED because I was convict

Fucked up

Had to pick my nuts up

A black man with a record, employers would never trust us

Couldn't find a job

No money to ride the bus, bruh

I had no damn direction, my mind was stuck in a fluster

Had to move the big bags

Mask up for the quick grabs

Michael Jordan on the waist, 45 yeah, I grip that

Didn't know it had kick back

Dropped at first, didn't hit jack

Glad my **** had me or I would been seen pitch black

Been there, did this, did that ****, I seen so much pain

Calls up mama on that sayin' sorry, couldn't pay

Woulda, shoulda, coulda, might just work but it's too late

Facin' all these demons it's reflections in my face, yeah

Been there, did this, did that ****, I seen so much pain

Calls up mama on that sayin' sorry, couldn't pay

Woulda, shoulda, coulda, might just work but it's too late

Facin' all these demons it's reflections in my face, yeah