Monochrome Melancholy

Monochrome melancholy got my feelings in the pit

Monotone like a zombie, know I need to get a grip

On my own when it volleyed, thought I had but it slipped

Saturation on my views, I need hues, I need this

Saturation on my views, I need hues, I need this

Saturation on my views, I need hues, I need this

Saturation on my views, I need hues, I need this

Saturation on my views, I need hues, I need this

I really can't make y'all happy, huh?

Still tryna make it with rapping, huh?

You ain't gave up on ya passion, huh?

Ain't really workin' out who gassin' ya

You been runnin' all the routes they ain't pass to ya

Heard you crowded with the doubts and they addin' up

Heard they passin' you up, time to pass the buck

Think it's time to put it back, time to pack it up

I been riding 'round, no technicolor

How ya homie feelin' down, won't check a brother

Don't feel validated when I check the numbers

Don't feel celebrated when I wrecked the summer

Tried everything, I done it

Tried to get high then I plummet

Can I get by when I tried to reach the sky, found no joy on that summit

Oh no, no, no, what's it matter when I donate flows

And I'm gettin' close to all my goals

In those moments my soul grows cold

And I'm losin' sight of all I know

Truly all that shine ain't gold, no, no

But really how insane will that there make me tho

Trading in the cadence just to play their role, nah

Monochrome melancholy got my feelings in the pit

Monotone like a zombie, know I need to get a grip

On my own when it volleyed, thought I had but it slipped

Saturation on my views, I need hues, I need this

Saturation on my views, I need hues, I need this

Saturation on my views, I need hues, I need this

Saturation on my views, I need hues, I need this

Saturation on my views, I need hues, I need this

So you still doing that music, huh?

Do you think when you spittin' that, it really makes a difference?

Do you think you influence some?

What you think you gon' change speaking that language they ain't even fluent, huh?

You ain't even gotta say it's the enemy tryna get to me, I knew it, huh, oh yeah, I knew it, look

I really used to have a chip on my shoulder

Comin' from the bottom like rock, like Boulder

Feelin' like I ain't got no one to spot and the weight can't drop

So I had to get stronger

Truthfully, that was never true, I had family, better yet, I had you

But I was focused on one thing, seein' green, that's one hue

Like give me yellow and give me blue, watch how I put it together

I'll make it better, soon as I get to the cheddar, I'll handle all our endeavors, right?

It don't always work that way, some days I feel grey

And retail therapy ain't helpin' me, so I just stop and pray, look

Monochrome melancholy got my feelings in the pit

Monotone like a zombie, know I need to get a grip

On my own when it volleyed, thought I had but it slipped

Saturation on my views, I need hues, I need this

Saturation on my views, I need hues, I need this

Saturation on my views, I need hues, I need this

Saturation on my views, I need hues, I need this

Saturation on my views, I need hues, I need this