Maybe You're Doing Worse Than Me

Well I'm a little bitter, I'm a little bittersweet

I'm feeling like a failure but maybe you're doing worse than me

And I'm a little upset

Imma dwell on this

Imma stew for days until I can't get over it

But it was Halloween 2018

And I was smoking cigarettes

Got yelled at in the basement in front of all of your friends

Never saw that as shitty cause you were too fucked up

Maybe you apologized but if you did, then I forgot

I could name a lot of times I was the butt end of a joke

I was hiding in the kitchen, just wanting to go home

I was driving back and forth between the taco bell on Highway 16

Always paying for it, and now I'm not, look at my savings

And sure I hit the psych ward

And sure I'm fucking broke

But I'd prefer that to being made fun of and being allowed to be alone

My roommate notices the signsof asking for permission

I don't know if he hates me or if he hurts the same way I did

Well, I'm a little bitter, I'm a little bittersweet

I'm feeling like a failure but maybe you're doing worse than me

And I'm a little upset

Imma dwell on this

Imma stew for days until i can't get over it