You Almost Killed Me!

Swimming in poetry

Drowning in tears

Pain keeps me company

Haunting me solely

Broken heart won't heal

Heartless monotony

Will the skies clear?

Twisted fantasies

Should I disappear?

Suicide falls into my gravity

Its presence can kill me

(kill) me (kill) me (kill) me

Kill a wounded soldier battling

Why exist to disappear?

A visitor lost in reality

Depression is real

Family loving me

Selfish to feel, sad but I feel

My heart never heals

Internal bleeding

Different path I'm seeing

Study mental strategies to control me

Healthy conversations with myself awoke me like

I can't do this anymore

Yes, yes you can

It's just so hard

No, no it's not

Should I go away?

There's no coming back

I fuckin hate you

I love you

Swimming in poetry

Drowning in tears

Pain keeps me company

Haunting me solely

Broken heart won't heal

Heartless monotony

Will the skies clear?

Twisted fantasies

Should I disappear?

Suicide falls into my gravity

Its presence can kill me

(kill) me (kill) me (kill) me

Kill a wounded soldier battling

Why exist to disappear?

A visitor lost in reality

Depression is real

Family loving me

Selfish to feel, sad but I feel

My heart never heals

Internal bleeding

Different path I'm seeing

Study mental strategies to control me

Healthy conversations with myself awoke me like

I can't do this anymore

Yes, yes you can

It's just so hard

No, no it's not

Should I go away?

There's no coming back

I fuckin hate you

I love you