October Forever

I don't know if I can hold it together

My heart is turning cold with the weather, October Forever

I'm over the terror, I'm part of it now

I don't know if I can make an exception

Even Michael wore a vacant expression, a face of deception

The hatred that crept in, I’m part of it now

I’ve been in the dark so long that I can’t see light

I’ve committed sins so wrong that you can’t make right

You're treading down a dark path

In fall weather

Flashlights glow but you don’t feel better

Your blood flows but you still feel dead inside

Still feel dead inside

(Still feel dead inside)

I don't know if I can make it to morning

I hear somebody break in the door in the basement I boarded

Their face is abhorrent, I'm frozen in place

But Laurie Strode would never lie down defenseless

I decide it's time to find my redemption but my eyes lamented

At my knife's reflection

There's a mask on my face

I’ve been in the dark so long that I can’t see light

I’ve committed sins so wrong that you can’t make right

You're treading down a dark path

In fall weather

Flashlights glow but you don’t feel better

Your blood flows but you still feel dead inside

Still feel dead inside

(Still feel dead inside)

It feels like I'm still in the dark

I never escaped

They ripped me apart

I became what I hate

I swear that the fear left me blind

And ridden with doubt

These terrors are mine

They live in me now

I don't know if I can hold it together

My heart is turning cold with the weather

October Forever, I'm over the terror

I'm part of it now

I don't know if I can hold it together

My heart is turning cold with the weather

October Forever, I'm over the terror

I'm part of it now