Fail and Fall

Expectations always higher than I'm ready for

Set up my own failure constantly, I needed more

Is it worth now that it's passed?

Why do I always overreact?

I wanted it all

Dilapidated house that I quickly moved in

Lived a life before the words were even spoken

I'm alone now, ripping up the floorboards

Searching for something that I never tried for

I wanted it all

I wanted it all

I know that I'm waiting for you

But you'll never come, no, you’ll never come

I couldn't accept there was nothing left

I wanted it all

I fail and I fall

Is there beauty in my ruin?

Potential in my decay?

Am I even worth restoring or better left this way?

I wanted it all

I feel alive for the first time

For the first time