Open Blinds

My alarm starts ringing

I promised myself

To wake up, start living (But you can all go to Hell)

I can't believe I'm losing my time by hating myself

Because I'm not spending it right

I'm done with the voices

Don't care about fear

And try to remind myself I am still here

I miss the excitement from when I was young

But every day is a new one

My life just begun

(My life just begun)

(My life just begun)

(My life just begun)

(My life just begun)

(My life just begun)

(My life just begun)

(My life just begun)

My alarm starts ringing

Try and listen today

And wake up, start living

No pushing away

Don't know what to say

To wake up from the ruse

But I'll take control over what I will

Choose to live by

Strong intention

I'll try to host my intervention

Choose to live by

Strong intention

I'll try, and try again, try again, try again, try again, try again