Sleep Overdose

When I lay my head down to sleep

After I close my eyes

I always wonder if it will be the final time

And since I've been dreaming it would be for years

Tonight I'll make my dreams come true

I'll take my medicine at once

And overdose in my sleep..

All my belongings you can keep

Or throw them away like you've done before

My only last wish is that you see my body

And cry with your hand over your mouth

You'll be the first to find me

And the last to care..