Sleeping With Sirens

I'm upset, I've been waiting for too long in the rain Every time I come around, you push me away Just know that I won't be here when you need me to stay Enough said, I'ma leave you all alone in the silence That's the only way I can be sleeping with sirens I just need some peace of mind When we're out, you treat me like a nobody Look at me know, bet you regret that you lost me Another one bit the dust, I'm used to that now But I'ma walk away and leave you in the background Wide awake, on my bed, thinking about those better days I glow up, now I'ma ball out just like Holloway Keep my eyes on the prize, I'ma focus I ain't worry about the price, I'ma cop it all And I'ma just waste away tonight 'Cause I won't even make it out alive And I know you won't say my name You tryna save your face, but please, get out of my head All your friends, they know who I am 2019, this year is all mine 2017, man, I was down bad Got a little pick-me-up, I got white 'caine in the dime bag I'm upset, I've been waiting for too long in the rain Every time I come around, you push me away Just know that I won't be here when you need me to stay Enough said, I'ma leave you all alone in the silence That's the only way I can be sleeping with sirens I just need some peace of mind What's my age again? I need some reminder What's her name again? I don't even know her I've been losing time since October Cold air blowing hard in December Since the day I left you, I been lonely But I've been on my way now to the money I know nothing's gonna be the same I know nothing's gonna be the same Now just waste away the night 'Cause I won't even make it out alive And I know you won't say my name You try to say your face But please get out of my head And all your friends, they know who I am 2019, this year is all mine 2017, man, I was done bad Got love, pick me up I know I can't hit the dumb back