This Is How I Feel

8 am like any other days

Get up from my bed ready to quit my life

But there's something I gotta do

To make the world a better place

It's hard to live by myself

But I have no time to care for someone else

But I want someone, so I can share my life and happiness

I'm another sad and lonely life on Earth

I wish I could change myself

Make more friends and love this life

But in reality, I'm vulnerable

What I see is my ugly imperfections

I wanna be hot or cold

Not in between

I wanna say what I wanna say

Withhold nothing

I wanna go live my life

You can't stop me

I just wanted you to know

This is how I feel

Shame and tears were my only friends

Until you came and touched my heart

How did you see someone invisible?

How are you still holdin' my hand?

I wish I could change myself

But you tell me to trust in you

And I still see my ugly imperfections

But now I see more of you and less of me

I wanna be hot or cold

Not in between

I wanna say what I wanna say

Withhold nothing

I wanna go live my life

You can't stop me

I just wanted you to know

This is how I feel

All the world is changing

They say it's just the beginning

Surging over me

Like an angry ocean wave

I get behind the line again

To get my life back again

This is my life, this is how I feel

I wanna be hot or cold

Not in between

I wanna say what I wanna say

Withhold nothing

I wanna go live my life

You can stay with me

I just wanted you to know

This is how I feel

This is how I feel

This is how I feel

This is how I feel

This is how I feel

This is how I feel