I Try

I looked for certainty in older men

Then I can calculate exactly when

And free up space to live uncertainly

I'd like to think it means a lot to me

I look for peace when I can take the time

Then I recall the moments that are mine

But often I forget to get off line

And often I've forgotten just to be

Here

Just to be here

Here

Just to be here

Here

Here

I try to find a way to understand

When I have lost the legs on which I stand

And I am reaching for a holding hand

The hands are reaching back so quietly

I tried to find a way to walk along

When I'm pretending that I'm sure I'm wrong

Pretending that we all continue on

And in the ground there's really nobody

How do we

How do we

How do we

How do we