Gift as a Curse

I guess ive been going going going

And not saying much

You wasnt feeling me when i told you to keep in touch

I feel Mj screaming Rip the great

I know

You know who bad

You aint gotta say it

Because i got the juice that keep you concentrated

Our Love is a drug and im heavily sedated

Your birthdays coming up

See im just happy you made it

Life been throwing jabs ive been making hits

Sucker shit comes by i told them miss me with that shit

Dont you see my damn suit its white and crispy

And that shit

Last time i called i couldnt get ya

I left a message

Had me talking to tone

Like remember that last time i had you speaking in tongues

Its outrageous

What a day could do

Cutting the grass seeing the tracks of what a snake could do

i dont pay for respect

I make um pay for neglect

Im over thinking sometimes

And Ive been praying on that

Im tryna make things right

To see the angle on life.

Back into the man i use to be

Paper falling call it autumn guess its loose leaf

Tryna get on track

And tryna keep my pace

Chubby got a fever man im hotter than a bitch

I didnt count the money cause man in spirit im rich

Something missing from my shoulder and its looking like a chip

Life is moving way to fast its kind of feeling like a glitch

hallelujah in wraith

Holy Ghost holy ghost keep me safe

Just some things i wish for but never needed

You always disagree. then there you go agreeing

Me talking to me again

Spirits in my head im kind feeling like a medium

Remind yourself why you got left behind

im tryna fast forward you hitting rewind

You know id go broke paying for how much you mean to me

These Movies are make believe

Im Documenting documentaries

How sweet the sound Amazing grace

Im tryna dodge the penalties that i may one day have to face

They telling me my time is near

Im telling them my time is late

But better late than never

My Moms a queen who needs fancy things that i cant wait to get her ...

So are we there yet

or did we get there

I guessing that were done

Im also guessing that were-finished

Only thing thats on my head is that 5 star living

Like im birdman

You know the word man

Im done accepting gifts as a curse

Im done tryna fix this thing that dont work