Heart

Struggle to feel

Motive to kill

How can I fight if I barely feel real?

Open my mind

Ran out of time

Look in my eyes and tell me you're fine

Blood on my hands

Blood on my bands

Cancer keeps growing inside of my glands

Like blood on my hands

Blood on my bands

Cancer keeps growing inside of my glands

Like open yourself

Product of wealth

Look out for your friends but your family needs help

Ran out of health

Devil is creeping, he creepin' with stealth

I cannot help with the cards that I'm dealt

Holding my hand

Say that you're mine

Tried suicide by the age of 9

And all of this has to

(Disappear)

Like rise from your rest

Go and have sex

Drugs do it best

Yeah, I love the static

There is a crest

Bitch, I am going frantic

Every moment there's another happened

Locals say I'm fucking trash for rapping

Names has been tarnished

Knives have been placed

Some days would be better if I was erased

I cannot wait till' I'm out of this state

Like wake up everyday and I look at your face

I have been saved with the blandest of grace

Body is fine, but my mind is misplaced

All of your energy, bitch, it is fake

At this very moment my life is at stake

Fuck I look like, bragging some cake

Like, fuck I look like, bragging some cake

Want to make sure that my mother, okay, like

(Love)

Call her, beg her to come back

You piece of shit

Deception is brutal, I'm not pretending otherwise

How?

How do you do this to someone

Not good enough

I fell in love with her, Alice

How? As if you had no choice?

There's a moment, there's always a moment, I can do this, I can give into this or I can use this...

Friends have been dying from drugs and abuse

Look at their casket it makes me puke

Death is a virus we all can't escape

Might as well grip it and make it our fate

Hope all my fans can fucking relate

Recently, I have been losing my hope

Inches away from grabbing my rope

Tie up my neck and watch me choke

I've had depression my whole life

If you feel the same it's alright

'Cause all these issues will pass by

Dry off those tears and don't cry

I know how it feels to feel useless

But one day you'll look to a new day

Time washes away all the pain

And when the skies turn grey

You'll see the water make new waves

Your mind will enter a new space

Happiness glory and truth, ayy

Finding that god and connection, ayy

Sadness is your best teacher, ayy

Sadness is your best teacher, ayy

Sadness is your best teacher, ayy

Sadness is your best teacher, ayy

Love don't cry

Was not supposed to make you cry

I say, was I?

I say...