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PERFORMING ARTISTS
Ludacris
Vocals
Jai Black
Additional Vocals
Ericka Smith
Background Vocals
Tammra Norman
Background Vocals
George Stanley
Background Vocals
Nard Holston
Additional Vocals
Bishop Eddie L Long
Vocals
Princess
Background Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Bishop Eddie L Long
Songwriter
Craig King
Songwriter
Christopher Bridges
Lyrics
W. Jones
Composer
WILLIAM LARKIN JONES
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Joshua Monroy
Recording Engineer
Bryan "B" Baldwin
Recording Engineer
Phil Tan
Mixing Engineer
Josh Houghkirk
Assistant Mixing Engineer
Bernie Grundman
Mastering Engineer
Mr. Jonz
Producer
Lyrics
[Verse 1]
Can the church say amen? (Amen Reverend)
We gon' do another offering right now
We gon' do another one in fifteen minutes
And we gon' do one more, right after that
[Verse 2]
Yes, women, you looking so very beautiful in here today
Some of you with the same thang on from the club last night
The Lord giveth and the Lord taketh away
Oh, Lord Jesus, I wish You'd taketh away Sister Mary's wig
Oh, you disrespecting the house of God with that thing
It don't even look real
Oh, it's testimony time, oh, who is that? Young Chris Bridges
Boy, I'm glad you finally grew into them ears, go on and testify
[Verse 3]
Lord, please forgive me for the mistakes I've made
And thanks for keeping my mama safe when she wrecked my Escalade
See, I could replace a Cadillac, but I can't replace my mama
I'm sorry for the hip-hop beefs, we sorry for the drama
But you gotta understand, us rappers ain't never had nothing
And one's loss is another's gain, so we gotta grab something
Lord, got so many questions I need the answers to
And sorry for the things I put my baby's mama through
I feel that women are really the strongest human beings
But why do You make 'em so emotional and other minor things?
I guess it's Your way of saying we gotta love 'em and gotta praise 'em
'Cause without 'em we'd be nothing, plus our kids, they gotta raise 'em
[Verse 4]
While we out and about and seeing what life has to offer
But if You offer a new life, then what we need is better fathers
Either I'm smarter 'cause of my daughter or I'm just too dense
I'm 28 years old, it just now started making sense and I've been
[Verse 5]
Searching so long, I was lost in the clouds
I'm tryna stay strong and make You proud
It took me some time, but now I see
That He resides in me, yeah, yeah
[Verse 6]
Lord, forgive me for anytime a fan said I was being rude
I'm only human, I'm not always in the best of moods
But thanks for giving the gift of rap to write my feelings down
And sorry for cursing sometimes, but feelings make me shout 'em out
Forgive the people that wanna blame everything on rap music
If they didn't live it, they can't relate or even adapt to it
Forgive those who don't think I'm great and wanna see me go
Forgive Oprah for editing most my comments off her show
[Verse 7]
Don't get me wrong, I know some people got a image to hold
But those who criticize the youth might just be getting too old
We still traveling through life, finding what's right or wrong
I know some folks may not agree or even like this song
But I'm just speaking my truth 'cause I heard it sets you free
And my conversation's with God, even though He speaks through me
I'm smarter 'cause of my daughter and I'm not too dense
I'm 28 years old, it just now started making sense and I've been
[Verse 8]
Searching so long, I was lost in the clouds
I'm tryna stay strong and make You proud
It took me some time, but now I see
That He resides in me yeah, yeah
[Verse 9]
Hallelujah, as the choir sings
Searching so long, lost in the clouds
Trying to stay strong and make You proud
Took me some time, now I see
He resides in me, yeah
[Verse 10]
Ladies and gentlemen
We have a special guest in the house tonight
Came with some words of encouragement
Bishop Eddie Long
[Verse 11]
What you just heard is real life
It's real life for you, it's real life for many
It's about where you've been, yet at the same time you
Ay, you find yourself in the midst of conflict and turmoil
Yes, I'm talking to you, in the midst of conflict and turmoil
Because you realize, hey, it's time to change right now
And in the middle of that, I wanna say this
The Bible says that when I was a child, I spoke as a child
I understood as a child, I fought as a child
Hey, but when I became a man, I put away those childish things
Did you not know that your environment has shaped you?
Where you were born, in the projects, in the ghettos
In the upper downtown, wherever it was
The people around you, the things around you
Calls you to do strange things
Because you were seeking to learn
But what you learned was on the streets and not in the Book
[Verse 12]
God called you a prophet when you open up your mouth
Everything of God comes out and it commands attention
It commands change, I'm talking about the power
That's inside of you and in the midst when you're
Starting to understand that I caught the wrong message
And now it's time, I'm hearing from God
What amazing experience, as you hear from God
He said, "Is there forth any man be in Christ, he is a new creation
Old things are passed away"
[Verse 13]
Somebody needs to hear that and behold
Everything becomes new
And when everything becomes new in you
It's time to stop the killing, I said it's time to stop the stealing
It's time to stop disrespecting our women
It's time for us to come home and raise our children
It's time for us to really mold our communities
It's time for us not to get hooked up in religion
But to get hooked up in relationship with God
[Verse 14]
And the amazing thing about it
Is wherever you find yourself right now, you can confess
And you can tell God, "I'm sorry, I had the wrong cue
I was doing the wrong thing
I was going after things that I thought were right, but it wasn't right
And now that I'm getting it right, I'm asking You to forgive me
And I may have done the things that they said I did
But I'm not who they say I am, I am who You made me to be
And I'm changing in that, and it takes a few moments
But every time I fall down, I'll get right back up
And every time I make a wrong turn, I'll get myself back in line
Because I recognize, I have been called for such a time as this"
You can't resist the change
And you're not condemned by your yesterday
If you can grab hold of your now, and move in your destiny
Move, change, and be now
[Verse 15]
Searching so long, lost in the clouds
Trying to stay strong and make You proud
Took me some time, now I see
He resides in me, yeah
Written by: Bishop Eddie Long, Christopher Bridges, Craig King, W. Jones, William Larkin Jones