A Letter From Prison

Sometimes I wonder. Torn between my heart

Tore between my heart and my mind

And I feel my body to see if I'm in

If I'm in tune with what I find

But I don't know how to feel

And I don't know what to feel

Anymore

Anymore

Wanna be the decision cision

Kill free things I feel a difference inside

I'm a boy who's so sick of searching

Maybe there's a heaven nearby

So should I let these thoughts out

Or should I let you in

Its so easy to be alone

Who put in will I find home

I just don't know

How to feel

Feel

How to feel

How to feel

Feel

Feeling so afraid like I am stuck here

Like I am stuck here and can't move

I like to watch the sunsets lighting the warm colours

The warmth it blinds the truth

But I don't know how to feel

And I don't know what to feel

Anymore

I keep on hurting myself

Tearing off the skin I let it burn in the dirt

What I learned what I've learned

Though it may be the truth, truth it hurts

When we have something inside that no motherfucker will touch

No I won't think like you

If I did what am I trying to prove

I just don't know

I just don't know

I just don't know

I just don't know

I just don't know how to feel

I just don't know what to feel

Anymore