Bad Lidocaine

I believe that a doctor

Will call my name

Like an impounded fracture

My head is aching

On the turnpike from Pittsburgh

The pain is why

I've been driving so quickly

I will go back to the places that

Will lead me nowhere

I am attracted like moths

Inside an open fire

I will go back to the places that

Will lead me nowhere

So inside myself I can't relate to anyone

Bad Lidocaine

I feel ashamed

Of all the things I cannot take

All rearranged into complacement

Memories of my escape

Take a little codeine to calm your nerves

And to stop you from shaking

The restless anger meets you inside

A casket to call your home

While the maker is laughing

And hesitating

I will go back to the places that

Will lead me nowhere

I am attracted like moths

Inside an open fire

I will go back to the places that

Will lead me nowhere

A disparity is causing ME

To break MY heart!

Pain is impossible

I'm feeling optimistic

Bad Lidocaine

I feel ashamed

Of all the things I cannot take

All rearranged into complacement

Memories of my escape