My Old Ways

Trapped in my old ways

Can't seem to break free from anything

'Cause this is all that I've ever known

And I'm afraid it won't let me go

I drag you down

Took you away from everyone that ever loved  you

Fooled the crowd

And made 'em believe that I was real

But you always knew

I know I'm late

But I hope you know

I'd kill to keep you safe

If you love me

Then I beg that you just leave

Forget my name

Trapped in my old ways

Can't seem to break free from anything

'Cause this is all that I've ever known

And I'm afraid it won't let me go

I'm afraid, I'm afraid it won't let me go

I'm afraid, I'm afraid it won't let me go

All the pills, all the money, all the pain

Living consequences, breathing just to take the blame

I was wrong, I was wrong

I can see so clearly

Made myself look like a fool

And now you only fear me

FIGHTING TO CHANGE

GOD ONLY KNOWS I'VE BEEN LIVING IN AGONY

I PUSHED YOU ALL AWAY

TRAPPED IN MY OLD WAYS

Can't seem to break free from anything

'Cause this is all that I've ever known

And I'm afraid it won't let me go

I'm afraid, I'm afraid it won't let me go

I'm afraid, I'm afraid it won't let me go

JUST LET ME GO

ITCHING, SCRATCHING

My blood's so thin

The fucking ceiling spins

IT'S CLOUDING EVERY THOUGHT

It's stripping everything away from me

CRAWLING DESPERATELY

It's got me trapped and living in agony

Trapped in my old ways

Can't seem to break free from anything

'Cause this is all that I've ever known

And I'm afraid it won't let me go

I'm afraid, I'm afraid it won't let me go

I'm afraid, I'm afraid it won't let me go