The Unknowing

I never lied about those times that I felt free From the outside, everything seemed so easy Yet I can't help but worry, I've been here before I thought I'd closed the door, but here you are It's in my blood, it's in my heart Been in my veins right from the start Don't know I have a fear of the unknown, until I start to lose control It's been so hard to keep this up, been traveling far to fill my cup Don't know I have a fear of the unknown, until I start to lose control I never choked upon those words you threw at me Yet, they still lingered in my head for centuries It's the unknowing that keeps me up at night I'm only asking for a sign, were we ever right? Were we ever right? (Hey!) It's in my blood, it's in my heart Been in my veins right from the start Don't know I have a fear of the unknown until I start to lose control It's been so hard to keep this up, been traveling far to fill my cup Don't know I have a fear of the unknown until I start to lose control It's in my blood, it's in my heart Been in my veins right from the start Don't know I have a fear of the unknown, until I start to lose control It's been so hard to keep this up, been traveling far to fill my cup Don't know I have a fear of the unknown, until I start to lose control Overstimulated There's no telling when this feeling wants an ending Oh, so captivated by the way you looked at me and said I'd find it