Happier?

I'm tied down, I'm all out of gas I turned down the chance Didn't wanna fall out of bed I'm holding back all the time 'Cause everything is overgrown and tired I'm hanging by a thread on a vine I'm asking for help from above I'm tryna find that reason to love 'Cause I'm a debt, I'm rolling back You make amends, you give what you get I'm holding back all the signs When I really should have called you that night It eats me alive all the time I remembered I had something to give I'm tryna find that reason to live It's all you know when our time is all gone In all this time, I hope you find A way to be happier, happier Through all the lights, the darkest nights I wish you were happier, happier And all you know, this world's so cold So won't you pretend like we could never wonder why? In all this time, I hope you find A way to be happier, happier Turning my back, turning my back again Never look back, never look back again I'm taking my time, I'm learning to let you in But I needed you to guide me out from here I know you see right through me We all went blind The hand goes backwards I count the time In all this time, I hope you find A way to be happier, happier Through all the lights, the darkest nights I wish you were happier, happier And all you know, this world's so cold So won't you pretend like we could never wonder why? In all this time, I hope you find A way to be happier, happier Happier, happier Happier, happier