Scary/Calm

I'm stealing your car and trashing the backseat Cutting your hair and sell it for money I'm telling the joke, it's at the expense of you You'd sit there and analyze Every detail, every lie Said you gotta see both sides You're the victim i'm the crime So i'm here at the murder scene Taking in everything Waiting on apologies from nothing but a Body I should've said this and done this But now i'm to blame It's subtle The way you measured every detail Until I was small enough to hide in Plain sight Everything inside me is up in arms I'm angry but i'm staying scary calm Is it all a cosmic joke Hold your ego like my own Let it kill me let it grow Like a cancer to my bones So now i'm here at your mercy Praying at your feet Staring at my little screen Hoping you get lonely You take and take and i give and i give Till I break It's subtle The way you measured every detail Until I was small enough to hide in Plain sight Everything inside me is up in arms I'm angry but i'm staying scary calm I'm so calm I could kill you but I'm gonna kiss you And love you until I don't hate you I'm so calm I could make you the martyr But I do what's harder this is my departure I'm so calm I could write you a letter My knife is the pen It gets better and better It's subtle The way you measured every detail Until I was small enough to hide in Plain sight Everything inside me is up in arms I'm angry but i'm staying scary calm