Maybe I should drink some cyanide
Anything to make me disappear
Call a man to make me feel alive
'Cause I don't really care 'bout nothing at all
Just wanna be thin
So I can take it all off
When I make some new friends
If you wanna see my blueprint
It's not under my blue jeans
But we can sit all night to some Jay-Z
We could have been amazing
California daydream
Surely we ain't in love at 18
You were mine for the summer
You were mine 'til it rained
Listening to Jay (listening to Jay)
Tryna feel something
Yeah yeah
Maybe I should switch to cherry wine
That'd make me act less like a bitch
I know I said that I would never lie
But I don't really care about you anymore
Just wanna be thin
I know it won't be enough
I just wanna make you understand
If you wanna see my blueprint
It's not under my blue jeans
But we could sit all night to some Jay-Z
We could have been amazing
California daydream
Surely we ain't in love at 18
You were mine for the summer
You were mine 'til it rained
Listening to Jay (listening to Jay)
Just tryna feel, tryna feel something
Oooh- noooh, yeah
And that's all I'll ever do (No-no)
Listening to Jay (Listening to Jay)
Tryna feel something
Yeah yeah
