Lie to Myself

Lie to myself There goes the fire down there I only need, only need that one time There goes the fire down there I only need, only need that one time There goes the fire down there I only need, only need that one time There goes the fire down there I only need, only need that one time Something I can't see that's going on here Nothing I can't try and get me near Something I can't see and it's making its round Pinned me up and it's locked me out Maybe I just lied to myself Waited too long trying to find a song to sing Looking everywhere, scrounging here and there for free I know I won't appease everyone naturally Take it back to another time, soak these fields in kerosene Weeks have passed by when I open my eyes There's a friendly reminder of what isn't realized There it is shining, to my surprise So I'm honing it in to reel it in tight Maybe I just lied to myself Maybe I just lied to myself Maybe I just lied to myself Maybe I just lied to myself