The man that lives inside me is really indecisive
Don't pay attention to the outside
I've never fought my demons, invented perfect reasons
To watch them crawl upon me at night
I heard you're wondering if
We could make it in a different life
Baby, give it a miss
We're not prepared for the other side
'Cause I remember what you forget
Don't get excited, you will regret
The things you're about to say tonight
You hold me closer and I see the lights
Flashing before my eyes
I don't find this surprise
Surprising anymore
The man that lives inside me gets hit by anxiety
A dangerous amount of times
You'll never say you're sorry, I'll never say I worry
About things that I can't touch
I heard you're wondering if
We could make it in a different life
Baby, give it a miss
We're not prepared for the other side
'Cause I remember what you forget
Don't get excited, you will regret
The things you're about to say tonight
You hold me closer and I see the lights
Flashing before my eyes
I don't find this surprise
Surprising anymore
Punishing my nails for the things they've done
All my coping mechanisms, guess they make me more fun
If only I could change the way you see yourself
I'd become a better person, but I'd probably still hate myself
