Love Myself

Badly beaten, self-esteem has got me needing you Call you daily just to bathe in words you speak Lately, I've been feeling maybe you found someone new Like a dog, I'm dragged along your loveless leash Guess I'm good enough to be the one you call on lonely nights But as soon as someone better comes, you push me to the side Say you love me to spit right in my face But who's to blame? I'm the one that seats and waits 'Cause I love you like I wished I loved myself Trust is a word I won't use You left me on read just to toy with my head And still, you call me when you've been abused Oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh Pick me up to pull you out of any hole you're in Cry to me, apologize, and lie through tears A self-respecting soul would walk away from hopelessness But hope is somethin' I hold on to more than fear I fear losing you when really you've been lost before we met And I would cut it off if I could find the will to block ya texts Leave me, please, I can't be dragged along But Friday nights, I'll be sitting by the phone 'Cause I love you like I wished I loved myself Trust is a word I won't use You left me on read just to toy with my head Still, you call me when you've been abused Oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh 'Cause I love you like I wished I loved myself Trust is a word I won't use You left me on read just to toy with my head And still, you call me when you've been abused 'Cause I love you like I wished I loved myself (oh, oh, oh) Trust is a word I won't use (oh, oh, oh, oh, oh) You left me on read just to toy with my head (oh, oh, oh) Still, you call me when you've been abused (oh, oh, oh, oh, oh) Oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh