I lost a battle with myself
I hide my feelings on a shelf
My mum tells me I need some help
Then send me help
See, I lost this battle with myself
These feelings I have never felt
They tell me that I need some help
Well, I need some help
Fuck protection, I don't need a vest
'Cause the pains trapped in chest
How to heal it, don't make sense
I can't lie, yeah the devil now my only friend
Step inside, it's a real mess
I can't lie, must confess
Fuck the fame and the money, I don't need checks
I'm just doing this for my fam, all I need is rest
Oh, it's time to die, I'm sorry
But Mom, don't you cry
The light in my soul so hard to find
So please, let me rest alone tonight
I lost a battle with myself
I hide my feelings on a shelf
My mum tells me I need some help
Then send me help
See, I lost this battle with myself
These feelings I have never felt
They tell me that I need some help
Well, I need some help
Alone tonight, be left beside
There's no more light on the holy night
My soul was left my body
The vengeance inside me keeps growling
(I lost a battle with myself, I hide my feelings on a shelf)
The vengeance inside me keeps growling (my mum tells me I need some help)
(Then send me help)
(See, I lost this battle with myself, these feelings I have never felt)
The vengeance inside me keeps growling
I lost a battle with myself
I hide my feelings on a shelf
My mum tells me I need some help
Then send me help
See, I lost this battle with myself
These feelings I have never felt
They're saying that I need some help
Well, I need some help
