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I don't know where we went wrong
I don't know if I can go on
After this time my mind has changed
Don't know if I'm waking up to night or day
So much has taken place I don't know where to start
But I'm tired of feeling this pain that's filling up my heart
And Im starting to feel insane breaking us apart
But soon as I tried to step out of the shade
You threw me in the dark
Like why would you do it?
Why would you screw with what we had
We could've squared it out but now we ain't congruent
We spoke each other's love languages so fluent
Said we could've communicated and got through it
But you threw it all away
So what am I supposed to do with everything that we built upon
After we built a bond
Praying to God everyday
To help me deal with all these times that I face that's so difficult
And all these thoughts in my head
Like I can't believe that my children gone
And how every day without you
Seems just a little more miserable
But now I have this strange peace of mind
You took a piece of my mind
When you tried to trap me with a piece of mine
Hurt me to kill our relationship
But I had more than 13 reasons why
Brought me to my most unholy hour
All because you were on demon time
The devils in the details
I don't know why I didn't read each line
On this road I had to feel each bump to get the message
Cause I couldn't see these signs
My whole definition of love was just redefined
Hmm
What is love is now what I'm asking
Cuz the girl I thought was posed to be my future
Is now in the past tense
And I wear my heart on my sleeve like it's the latest fashion
When I lost you I felt like I lost all of my passion
You put on a good show like lights, camera, action
Guess my happily ever after
Was never supposed to be ever lasting
Now I'm looking in the mirror
Looking at our pictures
Looking at our past
Wondering if I could have done something different
And even after all of that you tried to play the victim
And even after all of that
I'm ashamed to say that I missed you
But it's the truth and I can't sugarcoat it
Wanted to give it another shot
But didn't wanna gun it half cocked
With you thinking that I was fully loaded
Don't think your pleas went unheard girl
Cuz they were duly noted
And truth be told it's
Just time for me to restart, reevaluate, and refind my way
To a better future and a brighter day
Cuz with you I don't know if I'm waking up to night or day
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