Church

I've been sitting in the deep end Confiding into my demons that I've neglected healing I've been chasing this version of me that I've been hating years Wasted mistakes I feared that I'm making and it's a Hard swallow that lingers and stings When you're screaming out but nothing's leaving your teeth And the bottle's heavier the more that I drink I tried everything on my knees Somebody take me to church, I need to find God Searching for purpose in every vice that feels wrong Trying to hide the pain, end up in the dark Just left when I feel I lost it all Somebody take me to church, oh-oh, oh-oh, yeah Somebody take me to church, oh-oh, oh-oh, yeah I've been giving so many second chances Circumstances, relationships that I damaged And now I'm making, my mask can't carry this weight I've been so ashamed, okay not being okay and it's a Hard swallow that lingers and stings When you overlook flowers to dwell on the weeds And I can't point my fingers when my fingers aren't clean It's on me, there's just one thing I need Somebody take me to church, I need to find God Searching for purpose in every vice that feels wrong Trying to hide the pain, end up in the dark Just left when I feel I lost it all Somebody take me to church, oh-oh, oh-oh, yeah Somebody take me to church, oh-oh, oh-oh, yeah Somebody take me to church Somebody take me to church, I need to find peace Accepting my wrongdoings are part of what's me If you're up there, send a sign to see I lost myself, I need something to believe Somebody take me to church, oh-oh, oh-oh, yeah Somebody take me to church, oh-oh, oh-oh, yeah Somebody take me to church, I need to find God Searching for purpose in every vice that feels wrong Trying to hide the pain, end up in the dark Just left when I feel I lost it all Somebody take me to church