Thanks For Asking

I wish that I was alright, thanks for asking But I've been feeling so alone And I would tell you all about it If I had the strength to pick up my phone But I've been conversing with my demons all the time So I don't have the capacity in my brain left to reply And I've been feeling so numb I can barely get out of bed And I quit all the substances that I used to silence my head So all my thoughts are running and they bouncing off the walls I wish that I could stop them and get rid of all my flows Don't think I'll ever be fine but I'm trying But trying is not enough Wish I could convincing you but I'd probably just bluff Guess I'll just stay inside my room until I get better Brought you a little something but I'll never send that letter I know I'm self destructive But I can't help it I wish that I could stop it And I wish I'd never felt this But I can't change the way My brain was built to think So I'll just stay alone at home and pour another drink