Feeling Down

Cuz when I'm feeling down I have nowhere to go I got nowhere to sleep I just stare at the ceiling trying to find myself some peace Paranoia haunts me instantly Gotta focus on my needs Anxiety killing me slowly and life just bleeds out My grades been sinking like I'm caught up in a drought Do I have to spell it out You and me were practically dating now But that's the thing that I don't know Mixed signals in my head, surround sound In and out, crying in my bed, this obsession Depression seems to have a grasp on me Can't figure out how to escape past thoughts without sleep Where do I go and how do I eat Going for late walks at night Maybe I'll decide to sleep despite All the pain and stress on my chest Look up at the sky there's a half-moon crest Maybe if I drink too much Or smoke enough I'll see a shooting star and make my wish come true Make this shadow leave my side And stop feeling so blue So blue Just like the colors on my wall I don't think I'm coming down soon Life has its efforts and I'm on a nonstop ride to hell Guess I should say goodbye to my friends farewell Farewell Farewell See you on the other side of this life This the end of my story to tell To tell Cuz when I'm feeling down I have nowhere to go I got nowhere to sleep I just stare at the ceiling trying to find myself some peace Paranoia haunts me instantly Gotta focus on my needs Anxiety killing me slowly and life just bleeds out My grades been sinking like I'm caught up in a drought Do I have to spell it out You and me were practically dating now But that's the thing that I don't know Mixed signals in my head, surround sound In and out, crying in my bed, this obsession Depression seems to have a grasp on me Can't figure out how to escape past thoughts without sleep Where do I go and how do I eat