feel good

Why would I lie and say I feel good When I don't feel good? All I really want is to be happy and truly feel good I got everybody looking at me Like, why she don't feel good? I done seen the stars, I done seen the lights But I can't forget that I'm still hood Fake smiles never had me sold Even in the summer my heart cold Whack, why you always be so bold? Holidays just keep gettin' old (Holidays just keep gettin' old) Who can I look up to When I'm feeling down? Just me and not you Don't want you around It goes happy this, it goes happy that But somehow I can't seem to find happy whack? (Where did she go?)